Songs
stella & vanessa
Music, text & performance – alexandrae
QZPLS2407409
DK UPC: 198671057475
Lyrics
10 p.m.
Head was heavy and hands were cold from the icy wind outside
Snowflakes fell on the card you wrote
And I stared at the letters wide-eyed
It was a simple fat I’M SORRY
Guess you wanted to mark your territory
Oh, what a tool I was to believe you ever saw me as more than just a doll
Honestly, it’s me who’s feeling sorry
My heart it bleeds for her and that she can’t seem to leave you in a hurry
All I ever wanted was to find you
But now it seems you were looking for two
For two hearts to break
Two souls to shake
Loathe the way you made us whisper when we wanted to scream
Cause I had never ever planned to be
The Vanessa to your Stella la la la
Your hands so warm and dazzling on my skin
Had never thought you’d be so bitter inside
Oh well you took me for a ride of a thousand tragedies
Why did no one ever tell me that with you there was no remedy?
Heard her hair’s so much blacker than a raven
You were struck by her fine dark eyes, now I know
Where you were whenever you told me you went out for coffee
All I ever wanted was to find you
But now it seems you were looking for two
For two hearts to break
Two souls to shake
Loathe the way you made us whisper when we wanted to scream
Cause I had never ever planned to be
The Vanessa to your Stella la la la
Did you even care when the rain stopped falling?
I keep recalling how you got me that blue necklace
My red cheeks were burning, you held me tight
Now it stabs me like a hot butterknife
Poured me with promises now I’m filled up with regrets
Ran into Stella last night
Same blue necklace on her chest
All I ever wanted was to find you
Now it seems you were looking for two
For two hearts to break
Two souls to shake
Loathe the way you made us whisper when we wanted to scream
Cause I had never ever planned to be
The Vanessa to your Stella la la la
Vanessa to your Stella
Vanessa to your Stella
Vanessa to your Stella
Vanessa
I refuse
℗ WeWir Home Studio
Release date: July 9, 2024 Album "Tree on Neptune"
Commercial use without the consent of the author is prohibited
invisible
Music, text & performance – alexandrae
ISRC QZNWQ2354524
DK UPC: 197901175859
Lyrics
Can you feel
Can you feel the warmth of your soul flying through the air?
Can you hear
Can you hear the wind calling out your name?
I’d run miles and miles and miles to see your face
There are times when you’re loud awake and just want to scream it out roaring, roaring
There are days when you hide in your bed or wander through the world quiet and observing
I know you feel like a ghost
But trust me you mean the whole wide world to me
to me
to me
to me
Oh, did you know
Your laughter increases the joy in all of my veins?
Yeah
Did you know that I’d stop anything if you needed my help?
I’d run miles and miles and miles to see your face
There are times when you’re loud awake and just want to scream it out roaring, roaring
There are days when you hide in your bed or wander through the world quiet and observing
I know you feel like a ghost
But trust me you mean the whole wide world to me
to me
to me
to me
to me
And all of this time
You’ve tried so hard to feel just fine
All of this time
You try
℗ WeWir Home Studio
Release date: July 1, 2023 Album "Tree on Neptune"
Commercial use without the consent of the author is prohibited
porcelain
Music, text & performance – alexandrae
ISRC QZNWQ2354525
DK UPC: 197901174692
Lyrics
Hold on
Just for a little while longer and I will tell you how I felt
When you came along on this little journey of mine
And made it your own
Well, I know it’s been a while and it shouldn’t matter no more what was back then
But back then shaped my now
So let me tell you
That I finally broke through your nonsense, your nonsense
Though I knew my purpose all along
You tried to mess up my head
I can’t have that
No, I can’t have that
Cause your issues aren’t mine to deal with
So I’ll let them just dissolve quickly and move on with my life
My life
That you tried to control
Got me trapped inside my walls of guilt and fear
Cause with you near, my brain just aches from the shitshow you put on
Once I got tired of hiding in my shell, of beating myself up, killing every last braincell
Farewell
Oh your issues aren’t mine, your issues aren’t mine your issues, issues, issues
Oh your issues aren’t mine, your issues aren’t mine your issues, issues, issues
So let me tell you
That I finally broke through your nonsense, your nonsense
Though I knew my purpose all along
You tried to mess up my head
I can’t have that
No, I can’t have that
Cause your issues aren’t mine to deal with
So I’ll let them just dissolve quickly and move on with my life
My life
Such sad what they call you sounds so innocent
Such sad
Insecurity is a monster
Don’t let it eat you up alive
Alive
Oh your issues aren’t mine, your issues aren’t mine your issues, issues, issues
Oh your issues aren’t mine, your issues aren’t mine your issues, issues, issues
I’ll them just dissolve quickly and move on with my life
My life
Living would be so much easier, yeah
Living would be so much easier
Oh, living could be so much easier without you here
Oh, living could be so much easier, yeah
Living could be so much easier
Oh, living could be much easier with you dead
Dead
℗ WeWir Home Studio
Release date: July 1, 2023 Album "Tree on Neptune"
Commercial use without the consent of the author is prohibited